This is my answer for you, friend :)

There is talk about me ,behind me 

I just say with my self "so what?"

There is  give respond "HAH?" "WHAT?" "REALLY?"

And I'll answer "absolutely YES why?"

There is  give respond "WHY?"

And I'll answer because "I love it because this is my dream"

And more than that all There is JUST SILENCE with expression that describes I don't know what likes shock maybe or "poor you" "how stupid you are" 

initially it makes me can't answer just wanna pull all my hair out 

angry? yes

frustrating? yes 

sad? yes 

and dissappointed? YES

But now, I ask you "don't you ever have a dream?"

"And what? Will you disregard your dream?" 

"That's why I just can't disregard my dream"

:)